Long time no post

WOW!! It has been forever since I have written anything here and I really do not even know what to write.

I know that today is a kinda crappy day. It is beautiful outside actually but I have this headache that just won't go away and I am just laying in bed. I can't even get up to eat anything although I am sure that might help. Oh well, hopefully it will go away and I will be a functioning human again soon.

I know that I am getting FAT and I do not like it. I have to start eating better and exercising more. It is really ridiculous that I can't seem to make this happen. I know being lazy is easier but when I look in the mirror and get disgusted I have no one to blame but myself and that just makes me miserable. I need to do this for my happiness and we all know that when momma ain't happy, nobody's happy so I need to do this for everyone else too.

I know that I am almost done with school. May 15th is graduation and I am sooooooo excited but I cannot muster the energy and motivation needed to start writing cover letters and getting my resume out there. What the heck is wrong with me? I need a job and I need one soon so there is really no excuse!

Oh well, that's all for now. I need to close my eyes again and wait for the pain to go away.